vaxjedi | (no subject)

My manager wasn't supposed to be in today, but she came in to get her paycheck. I talked to her briefly about the Leave of Absence.

She had an odd look on her face. I couldn't tell if ir was panic, worry or disappointment.

She left, saying that she might call me later today from home, but she was going to think about the situation and see what she could come up with. I'm not entirely sure what that means.

In the meantime, I've been chattering nervously at everyone around me all day, and venting about my problems. I feel vaguely panicked and ill. but I suspect that it is just me being a bit overdramatic.

I just want to sit down and read or sleep for a long time. Not really be around people for a while. But there are so many things to be done this weekend. We have to pick up stuff at the old house, pick up the 13 yr old, I have a test on Friday followed by major cleaning to do at the apartment and then a day full of training at work on Sunday.

I'm tired. And overly dramatic.