I don't even know where to start....
Sep. 6th, 2002 12:37 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaxjediI've rewritten this post about a dozen times. I can't find anyway to express anything I am feeling in any satisfactory way. Every avenue available is either too confusing to be of use or heavily booby-trapped.
I have this mishmash of anger and guilt and frustration and shame all running through me almost constantly lately. And it seems that everything I do just intensifies it. I feel angry, guilty, frustrated and ashamed just saying that.
*SCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAM*
I have this mishmash of anger and guilt and frustration and shame all running through me almost constantly lately. And it seems that everything I do just intensifies it. I feel angry, guilty, frustrated and ashamed just saying that.
*SCREAMSCREAMSCREAMSCREAM*
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Date: 2002-09-06 07:05 am (UTC)