Full Circle
May. 6th, 2006 08:39 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vaxjediI am not shadow.
I reside in dark places. But I am not absence.
I conflict.
I am contrast.
I am moonlight. And I am abyss.
I am fevered reality. And I am stark illusion.
I am terrible sharp yin and sultry pale yang.
In darkness, colors are created.
Beware the light of day.
I went back in LJ to grab this little poem that I wrote long ago, since it sort of described how I was feeling. It's from August of 2001.
I was reading some of my first posts. And you know what? They sound like something I would say today. In fact, I think Ii said a few of them not a week or two ago. I know I have said a few of those things repeatedly.
That was 2001. Five years ago. Have I changed so little? Have I evolved so little? Have I had so few new ideas since then? Haven't I grown? I'm just not following the right path in so many areas. Maybe it's time to find that path, finally.
I reside in dark places. But I am not absence.
I conflict.
I am contrast.
I am moonlight. And I am abyss.
I am fevered reality. And I am stark illusion.
I am terrible sharp yin and sultry pale yang.
In darkness, colors are created.
Beware the light of day.
I went back in LJ to grab this little poem that I wrote long ago, since it sort of described how I was feeling. It's from August of 2001.
I was reading some of my first posts. And you know what? They sound like something I would say today. In fact, I think Ii said a few of them not a week or two ago. I know I have said a few of those things repeatedly.
That was 2001. Five years ago. Have I changed so little? Have I evolved so little? Have I had so few new ideas since then? Haven't I grown? I'm just not following the right path in so many areas. Maybe it's time to find that path, finally.
