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So I was writing a long post. Probably one of the most emotional posts I've ever written, saving things I've been afraid to say, but desperately needed to.

And, as always happens, the computer I am on crashed in the middle of it. I lost it all. It's after midnight, I have to work in 5 hours, but I'm starting it again. I have to. If I don't get this out, I may simply die inside.

So. Once again...

Why I don't really laugh anymore....
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