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Thought Jumbo

To

quility, a belated Happy Birthday! I'm sorry, I totally spaced on it :(

My mood has dipped a bit. It's been a long weekend. I did a lot of heavy lifting, which left my back and hands sore. Also, I pushed my energy level a bit this weekend. I stayed up to write, to talk, etc. And I didn't sleep in too late. So I feel a bit strung out.

So one of the things I'm missing in general is sleep. Last Thursday, when I took the day off, I slept in and had a relatively low stress day. That's when I started feeling really good. After this weekend, I'm strung out again and the standard issues are slowly cropping up - short temper, depression, feeling like contact with people (evenb my wife) is irratating.

So, solution one - sleep more. I may see if I can crash for a bit when I get home. And I should get to sleep earlier tonight.

I just really like being up at night. I think more clearly at night - life just feels better at night. I'm really a night person.

But I like not being exhausted better.

Except for the floor and inside the fridge, the kitchen is clean. It took two nights, but all the dishes, the counters, the cabinet doors, the microwave, the stove, the walls are all clean. Now tonight I scrub the floor and it will be fully usable. Then, onto the bathroom. Ah, the thrill of it all.

eleri has been teaching people Sinnish. Heehee! Now time to start that religious cult. I have a language and a doctrine. Next stop, profit ;)

Yes, I'm in a silly mood. I think it may be the fact that my hands still smell strongly of bleach and I'm getting high off of the fumes.