vaxjedi | (no subject)

After a series of posts with no LJ Cut in them, Im almost in withdrawl. This post is about joy...

There is a lot of sadness in my LJ. Sadness and anger. I tend to write more when I am sad or angry. Though I actually post a small fraction of what I write.

But I do have joy in my life. I guess I forget to tell people about that.

I wanted to list each person here that brought me joy, who I cared about so much that I felt I'd never told them.

But I can't. Even I don't have that many words. No phrase can contain that. And I would hate to miss someone important.

I have had more than my fair share. And I hope I can pass that on so that others get more than their fair share too. And thus do we refute entropy.

So, I guess I just wanted to say to everyone what I just said to Sabrina when I was talking to her online:

Thank you for giving me a reason to live.
For each, individual, unique reason.